Pso <.<

[Fujikun]

lol

[Mrdude]

lolpso

[Psoleus]

lol ball sucking

[ItsSeflol]

lol lp

[Psoleus]

lol ball sucking

[S N K]

I really miss pso in lschat.. always gave me a good laugh...

[Aemora]

shame you no longer read lschat.

[S N K]

shame you no longer read lschat.

Honestly it is a shame but at the same time I'd made my choice when I decided to choose not to come to DA after server maint and instead chose to pursue something personal instead.

Granted many other people on the shell have done their own thing after maint as well but in regards to the general thought of my own choice of logging on and going to Fei'yen only to be kicked by Mirabella (Yes I know who did it obviously) even tho I offered to come anyways doesn't really matter in the end. I know Mertron stood up with me along with several others on the shell over issues where I finally realized I was treated unfairly due to senority (Summoner's Horn for example) but even then I didn't make an issue out of it with anyone like I could have over Ace's Helm (Leeramond being allowed to lot it with me after only being off trial 1 week when me and Verve had camped it for months), I chose to shut up and let what happened happen once again and thus I was screwed over again.

Looking back after it a few months later after the fact of what happened I realized only now that some of the things in Eden was done on spur of the moment but at the time Eudon may have felt that those people deserved some items over other in the case of Iccus and Ixion's cloak which I understood fired a huge stink of drama or Lutia's Novio earring which had came from a JoL popset he purchased out of his own pocket.

Yes I'm more then aware of what has happened and hadn't happened even now and so far it looks as things in Eden are indeed getting better with more people willing to make an effort to come to camps more then I was at times. Now you could say that I never camped anything not for my benifit and I would say you were wrong (Simurgh after I got my own boots and stayed for 11 more pairs for people in the shell) in that aspect because I had no commitment to stay at that camp other then a simple promise I made to Vedder who really wanted those boots.

Now a few people bad mouthed me over my choice and my willingness to honor my promise (Mefya comes to mind over anyone else.) while some others in "lead" of things in the shell endorsed my actions with full support (Swieter & Palerider) and thus a conflict of interests happened. However in the end, Vedder got his boots and I was happy. Something I realized a long time ago that while I've made my own mistakes which many of you are aware of, I also put in the time to make an effort to help people on the shell who a lot of the time got tumbleweeded because some people simply couldn't be bothered to help anyone with the small things like Poppet and CoP advancement or camping her Joyuese for her PLD which was amazing that after getting a Ridill, Valor Surcoat and other amazing gear couldn't for the life of her get anyone in the shell to seriously camp charby without pulling teeth.

Now before you go into a tangent of thinking I'm bad-mouthing Eden you should realize that what I'm saying is far from it. Eden is a very capable group of people who've done a lot in game and sadly some of you on the way forget just how damn good you have it in your quest for shinys that you forget that you're in a shell that gets shit done. Everyone will eventually get what they want from Eden and of course gear up their characters as best as they can. The small gripes about items and whatnot should have stopped the moment Eudon said he was done and I hope it has because I do not want to see Eden break and vanish like the fail that was Cog, TheForsaken, ect.

So even with all this dysfunctional stuff happening on Eden I ask myself..............Do I miss it?

I'd have to give myself a grudging yes because I like a lot of you on the shell & even tho I'm not a part of Eden anymore, My feelings with the great & shitty times I spent with each & everyone of you will not change in the least. Eden was good to me a lot of the time so I can't say anything really bad about any of you (even Mefya which is shocking coming from me I know) other then I hope you try and remember that your turn will always come and just try to be happy for the guy who got something and just wait your turn like the rest of us did.

This game isn't going anywhere soon and neither should you. You're all part of a family and while I miss being a part of it I realize that I can't ever come back.

In Short, yes I miss Eden LS Chat Wemo...



Oh and Ding Post #1000.

[Seiriem]

<3 pso

[Psoleus]

<3 pso

me2

[Mirabella]

wow, wall of text, and yes i can say that, cause I did read it...

Btw, it was not me who kicked you, ever. Dunno who told you it was me, but they were wrong. Your final removal from the shell came from the person who NEVER kicks anyone; Eudon.

and oh yeh, Pso

[M fkn G]

Part of the elite few that have been kicked by eudon lol.

[S N K]

wow, wall of text, and yes i can say that, cause I did read it...

I just said what I'd been thinking of saying for a long time without coming off as a total asshole. Some people can dissagree with my viewpoint on some of the things I've said but from my own personal experience this is what I saw happening. It really doesn't matter tho anymore so anyone getting pissy over this now really shouldn't let it bother them. Even after all that has happened I do miss you guys a lot. Oh and for those still curious I still do events with people in Freelot from time to time along with doing Nyzul isle with Nightwasp, Verve, and Darkwarrior so I'm still partly connected to Eden with them.

Hell I owe Eden for my Dalmy if anything which I will always be proud to have knowing it was givin to me by a group of people I still consider friends who got shit done. I know I bitched and griped about some of the things that happened in Eden after I was gone because I hated seeing you guys piss and moan over such piddly crap. I can never thank you guys enough for the dalmy and I don't mean that in a sarcastic or bad way. I really am thankful for it because it restored my desire to play RDM seriously again after almost a year of just not caring anymore because I felt like such a gimp next to the other RDMs in the shell.

Either way if any of you still desire to talk to me about anything feel free to send me a tell. I'm not one to hold a grudge over a kick even if I felt I wasn't treated fairly over it.

Btw, it was not me who kicked you, ever. Dunno who told you it was me, but they were wrong. Your final removal from the shell came from the person who NEVER kicks anyone; Eudon.

Ah ok. I was told by someone with lead in the shell that you were the one who did it so for that I apologize.

and oh yeh, Pso

Can't argue that, Pso is funny most of the time & I mean that in a non-gay way.

Mg, I'll be sure to send Eudon a thank you tell for that.