Sukasaroth wrote:What the fuck is wrong with my life?
I HATE SOUNDING EMO BUT I JUST WANT TO FUCKING SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY FUCKING LUNGS AND JUST FUCKING DESTROY THINGS.
I hate girls but i love them.
What THE FUCK is wrong with my fucking ex.
the only reason we made out and she was clingy to me all fucking day was because she was horny, and thats all she wanted.
I actually thought i was making fucking progresss.... HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU SO LUCKY VEDDER.
i hate my life right now, its going nowhere, im not even sure if my job is perma. i have no ambition to go back to school, i lost the love of my life and she keeps giving me false hope as to if we'll ever get back together.
she keeps referring to what she wants as "her forever." and how shes going to find him soon.
but also says theres some chance for us in the future thats unheard of what the fuck im so tired of being in tears and hurting every goddamned day.
hoping ill feel whole one day, then crushed the next and just wanting to stay inside. i need advice, somthing anything. please help me, if there is a god, why did he invent such hurt.
im so tired of this. im only 21 my life hasnt even started... i dont want to feel like this at all... i wanna forget her and move on but i cant, shes a part of me and i love everythign about her except the pain she causes.
help me god before its too late for me.
sombody has to care enough to help.
lmfao owned
Mertron wrote:So I was chatting with a coworker today, and he was telling me about last night at work after I left. He was talking to another worker who commonly works at the basketball courts. Apparently he was talking to one of the female referees who is attractive (I have never met this woman to verify). Another guy comes up to him and says that she was coming off of a bad break up, and she was talking to this other guy who was there who was also coming off a bad break up. They hit it off apparently.
So the girl isnt interested in a real relationship. She looks at the other guy and says "I'm just interested in dick."
So the guy says "No problem, I'm just interested in pussy."
Btw give her a hard time. Get a girl on the side, and just use the girl you currently mess with as a backup for when your new girl don't give you anything. Let her know she's the backup, and leave the new girl for the good stuff. Let the old girl know that the new girl is getting expensive purses, flowers, dates in nice restaurants, top class stuff. Don't take the old one out to anything above a burger joint, and always meet up in secret because you can't let the new girl or her friends see.
This will put the ball back in your court. When all is said and done you will end up liking the new girl more and see the old girl as a tool. I say this because that's how she see you, and you might as well have fun with her. Pretend like whatever she do don't effect you until it really don't. She will fall in love with you in the end, because you'll no longer be nice to her. But you will be all over the new girl, and won't be able see yourself with the old one. Win win.
Well at least you're admitting she's wrong instead of trying to dress it up as if she was going through a phase. There is hope for you yet.
Anyway you wouldn't be doing her wrong. Instead you'd be helping her out, while fulfilling your want for a good relationship (with someone else). I have a feeling if you just dumped her instead she'd be all tore up about it. How would you do that to poor old innocent her.
Btw give her a hard time. Get a girl on the side, and just use the girl you currently mess with as a backup for when your new girl don't give you anything. Let her know she's the backup, and leave the new girl for the good stuff. Let the old girl know that the new girl is getting expensive purses, flowers, dates in nice restaurants, top class stuff. Don't take the old one out to anything above a burger joint, and always meet up in secret because you can't let the new girl or her friends see.
This will put the ball back in your court. When all is said and done you will end up liking the new girl more and see the old girl as a tool. I say this because that's how she see you, and you might as well have fun with her. Pretend like whatever she do don't effect you until it really don't. She will fall in love with you in the end, because you'll no longer be nice to her. But you will be all over the new girl, and won't be able see yourself with the old one. Win win.
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