It seems my FFXI times have come to an end. For the sake of all my friends and memories I have made this video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sg-VRMa_nZw

Anyone who watches it without sound should be immediately shot.

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Solid video, but I give it 10 mins.

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Damnit, no leaving us!

I've been crying for 8,5 hours now.

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why
your video made me cry, we may have had our moments but I've really gotten to like the person/player you are. If you really are going, keep in touch and good luck with whatever you get into.

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^_^

:/

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ope with that u are germanfree :\

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~~~c~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i bet u can't look away

Yesterday, I was exceptionally emo, then went to bed to have nightmares. I slept 5 hours waking up a lot. The reason why I decided to quit is that I suck at RL. Hard. It takes practice, yes. But practice is hard, when there is no one around to actually understand what you're going through.

I'm sitting here, now thinking, if you quit you abandon all the friends you actually do have. So I decided I'd rather attempt dumping my GF. Funny isn't it? She gives me such a hard and terrible time that I am losing focus completely. But I am unable to tell her what's wrong because I can't find the words. With everything I say I fear losing her any minute. I have no idea what to do with her, but this isn't a relationship nor does it feel anywhere close to love. And it breaks me, because it shouldn't be like that.

I don't know what will happen in the future, but expect a Lutia to pop up on Eden. Forget the quitting, take the video as general "Thank You"s, it's still a wonderful piece of media, made with all my heart.

Final Fantasy XI (and Beckie) have been the only good times in my life. Thank you.

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You scared me for a minute there. D:

Hi.

Girls are retarded.

That is my assessment of the situation.

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Tread softly because you tread on my dreams-

Lies are a funny thing,
they slip through your fingertips because
they never happened to you.

I agree with VD, only good thing they do is having a pussy, and its doesnt seem that hard for girls !

But it is sad 2 see u go

p.s. Drama queen much!?!? jkomg<3


p.s.p.s. Can i has access to salvage section of forums yet!?

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I hate this linkshell with a fiery passion.

And once again I am correct.
Goes without saying but always listen to s3f.
But I'm glad you're cool now Roocia.
Well, not COOL cool, but cool.
If you ever need to rant about a chick I have lots of funny stories involving women.

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Wrong section.

wb..??!?!?! ^^;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

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protip 2653: stop looking for love, it'll find you eventually.
protip 648: if you're really angry and can't talk to someone about it, break something. If at all possible break something that belongs to someone you hate.
protip 420: smoke a big phat J.
protip 1734: alcohol and bar skanks will work in the short term.

really though... life is short.
Don't waste your time being unhappy, so much better things to do with your time.
cheer up or I'll fly to Germany and stab you in the windpipe!

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protip 420 always fucking works.


seriously, its hard to be mad after that.

but honestly, if she's not working out with you, don't stay with her, you're only hurting her and yourself more in the long run.

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Sefsig pwns

I liked your video.

I was beginning to worry that soon I wouldn't know anyone in the LS anymore, so I'm glad you aren't leaving. But it's also very sad to head RL is giving you so much trouble.

Don't you find it a bit strange that games aspire to be more and more lifelike? I assume if you can stick it out for 20-30 more years in the real world, we will have the technology to put your body into a suspension pod and jack you into a game that is 100% as lifelike the real world.

I guess what you gain by that is imortality, but wouldn't your RL problems just be mirrored in the artificial world? Actually makes me wonder that that isn't the case now.

I spied an Aemora at 1:44!

That was the only thing I was looking out for really.

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Should probably force yourself to quit. It's not good. Sorry to hear about the relationship thing, and I doubt she would have left you. Most of the time you really have to screw up to have a girl leave you.